Now its been more than a week.

Sighs cant help it. There are just so many assignments to complete, that just being able to listen to some of my favourite music would already be great. And its not just the pile of homework that doesnt really become lesser, but also all those mixed, contradicting and difficult emotions, which only increase in weight everyday. I have been thinking so much that i begin to fear if i will go crazy one day. Theyre all problems that i may have over-exaggerated, but they are just so heavy.

Perhaps everyone needs that someone who are neither your family nor your friends. Or perhaps this is too young an age. Perhaps its not yet a matured mind. Perhaps you should not dwell over it. Perhaps its just not it.

Many a times that someone might not know. He or she might already be pursuing his or her own happiness. Sometimes you feel that you should avoid from thinking too much. Lets stay as friends.

What if that someone treats you a little bit, just a bit, more than a friend? What if... No, no, you cant. You tell yourself to give up on these wishful thoughts. And the battle between the two sides of the mind continues. In the end, you are the one who suffered the most.

Is there a way out? You dont know. Or you choose to be oblivious to the path which is just right in front of you. Or, its just too hard to say goodbye.

...

Ah...

This song, makes you think of that someone.

And now, you can barely control the pouring emotions.